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| 01:19pm 14/12/2002 |
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mood:  anxious
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so anyways i had an amzing time last night, i hungout with my family minus jesse.
atreyu and hopesfall were abosluetly splendid.
i met many nice people that i hope will still love me even though im a newjack.
and danced alot and regulated with jeff and cody, im really sore though. and of course at the end someone kicked me in the leg and nows its really blue.
torie is ma baby.
martini is ma nigga.
and jesse is just darn-right black.
peace. |
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| soo wow. |
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| 11:35pm 12/12/2002 |
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mood: anxious
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im soooo fucking excited right now, im gonna go to bed.
tomorrow is going to be amazing, i get to be with my martine and see alex<3
PLUS!!! HOPESFALL AND ATREYU...I COULDNT ASK FOR MUCH MORE.
maybe tomorrow will be nice... |
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| 06:34pm 06/12/2002 |
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as i watch my buddy list slowly get shorter and shorter i realize how much i could have had if i wasnt so stupid.
i could be out tonight. |
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| 07:43pm 03/12/2002 |
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mood:  amused
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im really bored right now.
school was nice today...i dont like campbell hall though, but oh well.
im watching 100 girls, its fucking hilarious.
well im out. |
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| hi hello. |
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| 08:14pm 01/12/2002 |
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mood:  happy
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i had a great weekend actually.
last night was really fun.
tara is soo way cool.
jesse is ma nigga.
hopesfall and atreyu next weekend!!!
torie i love you, come home!
o and you still cant forget about salmon, feel better love. |
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| 2 tablespoons FUCK, 1 tablespoon GAY |
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| 10:42am 30/11/2002 |
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mood:  blah
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martine wears a caboose, i love that girl soooooooo much.
haha its sad how much cooler martine and i are.
so last night i jacked my car keys back, snuck out and drove to martines. her mommy was sick so we had to go, we ended up at the amc, it was reallly exciting because i only recognized one person that entire night and that was maily. how fun. soo after martine and i criticizing after person there we left for the commons assuming our jesse was there with casey and for the first time in a bazillion years he wasnt!
so we went into barnes and nobles where martine got a magazine with kelly osbourne and mandy moore on the front...SOOOOOOOOO HOTTT. i got the new bodyboarding magazine...now im happy.
anyways our exciting night ended with me taking miss caboose home and getting cds to burn. end.
my mom caught me but i got outta it. im sooo witty. |
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| home alone again. |
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| 09:49pm 27/11/2002 |
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mood:  frustrated
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golly i hate this.
at least my dad took me to the galleria today so i could buy some cds. I EVEN GOT THE NEW TAGGING MAG WITHOUT HIM KNOWING...shhhhhhhhhhhhh.
but now im home alone again tonight. i have no car and no friends who drive who care to pick me up.
FUCK STUPID 9th GRADE GIRLS.
hahaha ya!
martine, jesse and torie I FUCKING MISS YOUZ SOOOOOOO MUCH. |
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| 06:30pm 26/11/2002 |
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dear parents,
FUCK YOU, I HATE YOU, I AM GOING TO RUN AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK.
~jason
i swear im going to fucking kill my parents. |
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| another sad story...i know im pathetic. |
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| 04:57pm 26/11/2002 |
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mood:  crushed
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i dont know why im letting this get to me...but its really bothering me.
i feel like i was a rent-a-friend or something. like i wasnt really a friend just a temporary friend.
the fact that she doesnt say hi to me anymore and its more like me being desperate and trying to say hi to her.
she used to IM me every night, IT MADE MY NIGHT, now i IM her and she doesnt have the time.
i thought we were good friends, i hoped we were good friends.
well, i guess what im getting at is, she means more to me than i do to her.
...fuck it, i loved you... |
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| 09:22pm 25/11/2002 |
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From flesh to steel...
I fortify this easily splintered bone into a stronghold of will
as the balance of man lay beaten in the wake of its own frailty.
A horde eager to accept deceit and more so to speak it.
Words will sear the throats of all who freely beguile.
The trught burns through my veins and in my black heart.
Breathe the flame that will overwhelm you; flaw ignites swiftly.
A product of conceit so absorbed and vain that he thinks himself divine;
he is sure to die.
And man must truly be God; for he has tried so hard to create me
in His image, a formless shadow deprived of life.
I am the wayward son of man.
My fathers have darkened what was the warmest heart the world
would have ever known.
Relish in what you have created.
Set your body ablaze.
Hollow words will burn and hollow men will burn.
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| fuck shit i love you |
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| 08:05pm 23/11/2002 |
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mood:  envious
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i really miss a lot of peoples but a particular few right now. i just want yall to know that I REALLY FUCKING MISS YOU
torface
jesse
martine
tara
amanda
masha
alexa
ryan and ryan
alex
jenna |
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| pull the trigger... |
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| 07:44pm 23/11/2002 |
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im soooooooooo bored.
i had to go to cummunity service today.
torie called me during that and it made my day.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PARTNER IN CRIME!!!!!!!!!! yer soo rad, dun dun dun.
well im still soooooooo bored. being on house arrest sucks soooooooo much.
o well, i need a girlfriend that drives soooo she can comeover and cuddle and watch movies with me sense i cant leave the house. |
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